I was excited as today was my first day for Lacrosse Captain’s practice where we work on stick work. My friend called me at 6AM this morning, and then I went back to sleep. I was happy because in order for me to get a full rest i have to wake up, then sleep, then wake up again. I got up and got dressed and just left my house I didn’t care that I had no makeup on or that I looked crappy as hell. I’m my ugliest when I play sports nooo shame. We did laps and I wondered how I managed to run around the track with no problem during winter Track when I tried out. But none the less I got through it, It was a easy day. I enjoy using the stick very much I think it’s fun, and I like it. I came home and I debated whether or not I wanted to sleep/eat/shower. So I showered and cooked myself food; gosh the perks of being able to cook. And it was great. Then I just lazed around for a little being unproductive per usual. I got really upset when I found out that Junior Varieties at my school was on the same day as Conference for a program I’m in. I was upset because it has made me miss so much already I gave up so much. And then I got extremely upset and I did bad stuff I’m not supposed too. I’m getting better I promise. And then I started crying, I’m still crying. gah.