Project 365

This person can make you so mad, to the point where you would raise your voice & argue, to the point where you’re saying all types of things out of anger, to the point where you would start tearing up, to the point where you feel like you want nothing to do with them. But, once you calm down, once you look at them, all those feelings come back & you know you don’t want to lose them. It’s crazy how the person who can upset you the most is also who can make you the happiest.

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Day 62:

Lacrosse made me happy. It was fun at practice, but it got cut short. I didn’t mind I had to head out to Boston anyways. I went back and forth for a bit. I don’t want to keep writing so goodbye.

Day 61:

Nothing new happened. Same ol’ same ol’

Day 50:

Originally I had Lacrosse today, but my sister lied to me and she didn’t come home on time. So I stayed home for the most part. Afterwards I went to my uncles and then I went to the mall to get my lacrosse stick which has made me uber happy<3 and a new bag,

Day 49:

I was excited as today was my first day for Lacrosse Captain’s practice where we work on stick work. My friend called me at 6AM this morning, and then I went back to sleep. I was happy because in order for me to get a full rest i have to wake up, then sleep, then wake up again. I got up and got dressed and just left my house I didn’t care that I had no makeup on or that I looked crappy as hell. I’m my ugliest when I play sports nooo shame. We did laps and I wondered how I managed to run around the track with no problem during winter Track when I tried out. But none the less I got through it, It was a easy day. I enjoy using the stick very much I think it’s fun, and I like it. I came home and I debated whether or not I wanted to sleep/eat/shower. So I showered and cooked myself food; gosh the perks of being able to cook. And it was great. Then I just lazed around for a little being unproductive per usual. I got really upset when I found out that Junior Varieties at my school was on the same day as Conference for a  program I’m in. I was upset because it has made me miss so much already I gave up so much. And then I got extremely upset and I did bad stuff I’m not supposed too. I’m getting better I promise. And then I started crying, I’m still crying. gah.

Day 48:

It was Monday. This vacation I intended not to do much unless it was school related. I had nothing planned so I just stayed home. But at night that’s when it got complicated. I did the worse, I went through our old messages and I started crying and then I started reminiscing in old memories and the possibilities. And I just cried my little heart out it was terrible 

Day 47:

Finally back in Boston feels nice.

Day 46:

I spent a hella lot in New York, and it was my first day here Crazy.

Day 45:

Last day of school as break was finally here! Everything was fine, I was getting ready to go to New York had a blowout with my sister. I couldn’t stand being home. My friend made everything worse.